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S.A.R.K.E.R x)
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NAME; EOS
AGE; 9TEEN
........SINGLE


# LOVEme like you did before
# HATEme like i freaking care
# LOVEmeHATEme do i care ? x)
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x33

it's you who make me stronger
i need you more than ever
you're the reason why im singing
it's you who create the wonders
in all my days of struggles
it's your love dat surronds my whole world

sometimes i cry when i'm lonely
when it all just seems so real
but theres one thing i can't deny
is your love that's in my life..


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Read Me!!

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Xuan S2 ` ` 1910o9
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Touched By You``31o8o9
br0kenS2``27o8o9
br0kenS2``21o8o9
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Specially for Calvyn =X 10o8o9
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My Memories

  • August 2009
  • October 2009
  • November 2009
  • March 2010
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    D.a.r.l.i.n.k.s

    b 0ystersayan g`
    b enn yahko r
    C rystalHo w
    E dwinBudd y
    G lendaAhda r
    H owardLamLa m
    K eLvinComp docter
    R jrjBoybo y
    S.sP H
    V incentarrvi n
    V alerieW U

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    TYPE here.xP




    MusicPlaylist
    Music Playlist at MixPod.com

    T.h.e T.h.o.u.g.h.t.s O.f KARMA``

    So That's The Way It Is
    You Can Just Go Find Someone Else
    And Let Me Go
    Like You Don't Know Me In Fact
    But I Can't Handle This,
    I've Been Through It All Before
    And You Get Yours,
    And Imma Pass Back Again

    You Can Tell Someone
    That You'll Be There
    And Then Walk Away
    Like You Don't Care
    Im Not Saying This Cos im Mad
    I Just Want You To Understand
    One Day Its Gonna Catch Up With you.
    * You Might Decide You Wan Me Back
    But It'll Be Too Late For That
    Cos All I Have To Say Is *

    What Goes Around Comes Around
    Baby I Thought You Knew
    You Are Somebody Wrong Before Too Long
    Its Gonna Get Done To You
    And You Might Beg That Way
    Played Me For A Fool
    Don't You Know Three-Sixty
    Is Coming Right Back At you.

    You Must Be Sitting On The Top Of The World
    Feeling Flike Your Finally Free
    And You Will See That
    It Wont Be Too Long
    Taking What You deserve
    And Your The One Somebody Needs
    When You Think Of Me
    And Whishing Never Threat Me Wrong Baby.

    Just Like The Way That This World Turns
    Play The Game That Way And You'll Get Burnt
    Dont You Know?

  • Monday, August 31, 2009
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    im really touched.
    so so touched
    cant believe that you really inked it.
    thank you so much!
    im so so happy :D
    i really appreciate it!
    but....
    won't you regret?

    K.Xuan``S2



    l RestlessGoodbye l


    8:56 PM

    Thursday, August 27, 2009
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    BAH!
    kinda lazy to post actually =P
    but hurr, just post something,
    dont wan my blog to be as dead as a corpse.
    been working and working again ~.~
    boring life hurr.......
    ohwell,

    To: SOMEONE.
    i know you're just doing your job to cheer me up,
    all the msges u sent me
    doesnt convince me or make me feel
    its for real.
    know what?
    i dont feel a bit of happy at all.
    i just didnt wanna say much,
    it pointless too though
    and i rather avoid it?
    how silly i am.
    maybe im thinking too much,
    but that's just how i felt.
    and i guess im losing the abilities to prove
    what u wanted me to.
    maybe you were just saying it
    for the sake of wanting me
    to stop being upset.

    OHYAH!
    no more movie tmr :(
    Sheila cant make it!
    without her, the outing turn meaningless..
    well, forgive u. =X
    cause she's the main cast! * advance bday girl*
    well, guess gonna wait for sunday
    to celebrate her bday with all the colleagues.
    " IM SO GOING TO SWENSON "
    laughs my ass off.
    ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!
    havent close a deal for 2 days,
    and Raymond wants Edwin and me
    to close 4 more deals
    at the end of the week...
    which is tmr?
    thats pretty stressing me up T.T
    ehhhhhh,
    i wish tmr's leadsID will be more active
    PLEASE? =P



    l RestlessGoodbye l


    8:36 PM

    Friday, August 21, 2009
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    heyah!
    ITS WEEKEND!
    REST/PLAY/PARTY TO THE FULLEST!
    wellwellwell,
    im so so shocked today!
    know what know what,
    i closed 3 deals in like 3 hours! * claps claps
    wonder would i close more if i did not take UL for half day :x
    ayes, doesnt matter! as long as im improving!
    but still a bored job, agree? Crystal and Edwin?
    guess its just my lucky day hur,
    hopefully this kinda fine day continue.
    and same goes to Crystal and Edwin,
    many many countless lucky days and fine days
    for you guys :D
    and its rainy day~ i love rainy day so much!
    cos i get to see the rainbow appear in my heart
    after the heavy big rain!
    walked and run under the rain romantically with Edwin
    *laughs* Ok, not funny,
    not romantic at all.
    cos that CBK made me wet by following him around!
    oh wait!
    WET! BODY WET BY RAIN!
    not "down there" * crude?* =P
    poor CBK,
    3 working days
    for the bank to cheque in his pay to his bank acc.
    cant help much though.
    just hope that we'll have fun partying tmr!
    bums my arse at home for sunday!
    start working on monday! :(



    l RestlessGoodbye l


    9:41 PM

    Friday, August 14, 2009
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    BOO! o.0
    been a few days since i posted a post.
    lets blog something boring ._.
    ohhwell, been working.
    got selected when i went for interview that morning!
    and start working immediatly,
    pretty lucky hur?
    congrats me, thanks!
    but sighhh.....
    what a tough job :(
    my butt's gonna numb one day
    if im gonna sit there 7+hours/day
    keep calling and pushing out computer D:
    will my butt grow wider? *Laughs*
    been 2 and a half day since my work started,
    and i only managed to close1 deal ._. how bad.
    heehs, but at least
    i reached the target of 250 calls a day!
    well, thats not the main matter though. x(
    MORE DEAL PLEASE?
    LOLS!

    and and and...
    thanks to my heel,
    blisters over my foot T.T
    painful hurrr.....
    someone mind massaging FOC for me?
    ohohoh, im happy today though!
    ITS FRIDAY! :DDDD
    free from work for saturday and sunday * loves*
    so peeps.......
    POWERHOUSE tomorrow?!
    let me have some
    FUN!

    FUN!

    FUN!

    PARTEH!

    PARTEH!

    PARTEH!



    l RestlessGoodbye l


    9:57 PM

    Monday, August 10, 2009
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    Ok...............
    im sorry ._.
    but please do blame the fella i mentioned on 8/8/09 ok? :x
    * squeezes your tummy
    i have already posted an apology post for you!
    so forgive me!
    next saturday alrites? =P




    here you are =P special post with picture lagi hur =X
    anyway, u look more handsome now!
    comparing to this picture.* LAUGHS!




    l RestlessGoodbye l





    1:04 AM

    Sunday, August 9, 2009
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    woohoo!
    awaken from the long sweet sleep.
    was too tired to update my blog,
    oh but i went online to watch drama
    before i head to bed =P

    hurrrr....
    Went out with Edwin, Calvyn and Edmund last night.
    planned to go powerhouse after we catch a movie,
    oh well, we decided to stay at town.
    sat outside 7-11 located at Plaza Singapura
    chilled and talked about 2 fellas who somehow...
    ehhh, nevermind :x
    last destination was cineleisure's Kbox
    ohya, Chantel was there too,
    she sang some crazy songs
    like oldies? * laughs*
    pretty fun and FUNNY though.
    sadly, Edmund didnt have the chance to see all the crazy scenes
    he received a call after we got in the room
    hmmm, saying that his dad was sent to hospital or something?
    not quite sure about that,
    and he rushed off *1 down
    but hope his dad is good right now :)

    Outta Kbox around 6am
    Clavyn and Chantel stay nearby
    so they took a cab home.
    wanted to take a cab home too,
    but Edwin said " SAVE MONEY! LETS TRAIN! "
    i was like -.- tired!
    still ...... we took a train home.
    and i was fhucking high tight back den.
    waited 15mins for the train
    my bladder is gonna burst :(
    ahhuurr....
    Edwin got shocked when he saw this guy
    who stood inside the train and he laughed.
    when i turned around and look at that guy,
    im sure i know why he laughed.
    and i start laughing myself too.
    I SWEAR HE LOOK LIKE VINCENT aka ARRVIN!
    * LAUGHS* no idea why i laughed so hard,
    there's a reason behind it hur? :x
    ohyee, guess what?
    i took a picture of him.
    well not his front view though,
    he didnt wanna turn around!
    but i SWEAR, even his front view look 90-95% alike!
    doesnt matter, cos i think i took a good picture,
    with the half headed terrorist,
    or he's afraid of H1N1? =P
    now........
    whose the main cast? o.o









    l RestlessGoodbye l






    11:00 PM

    Saturday, August 8, 2009
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    Oh greats!
    my mom discharged from TTSH~
    end of my nightmare!
    been heading there twice a day ;(
    ohweee!
    and finally i can have good sleep hugging my mommy <3


    But....
    here comes a most pissed day >:(
    met Edwin at 1045pm,
    planned to go PH as Val and her bf COMFIRMED with us.
    reached Val's block at 11pm
    went up her place
    got in her room
    and lie on her bed :x pretty soft hur.
    must be the love bird's sexcercise
    that make the matress sooo sooo soft
    not bouncy anymore! * laughs*
    well, wasted our time at her place..
    and it happened so sudden that prince said...
    " i wanna go home and bathe, blahblahblah"
    Edwin and me were like * wtf?* when its already 12plus for god sake.
    and PH is ending at 4am!
    Choice-less!
    so tag along to his place and freaking left Edwin, Val and me
    waited under his block for 2 hour plus?
    loads of bullsheesh!
    like, trying to waste our time?
    made us wait for him
    and he took his own sweet time arguing? or talking? to his mom
    about gf's stuff and.. oh secret :D

    were everything lies?
    lols, well we do think that way,
    shall see how you're gonna convince us.
    shall skip this in case he lost his pride :)
    im sure you'll have a damn good 5min bed time story
    if i ever tell anyone about them :D
    so yeh, PH was cancelled,
    Edwin and i went home after the long long waiting.
    no more patience left _l_
    headed back to toapayoh for supper,
    and continue discussing about Val and her bf's stuff.
    hurr, the more we talk bout them,
    the more i find her bf ...... * you know i know *
    and now...........
    MIND BREAK!
    idiot spoilt my day! _()_
    TIME FOR A GOOD SLEEP !





    l RestlessGoodbye l


    4:30 AM

    Thursday, August 6, 2009
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    Been so long since i feel this deep hurts in me.
    like once again, i've lost Elven?
    foolish!
    why did i rolled myself into this situation again?
    didnt i promise myself not to, anymore?
    well, it just vanished in a snap,
    without knowing you're gone.


    The things i've seen,
    the blood shed and the broken dreams,
    they follow me relentlessly.
    my life and dreams can be taken by NO ONE
    only you, who can take 'em away from me
    i'll let go of 'em without hesitations,
    cause i know they worth just for you,
    but you threw 'em away instead of keeping them safely.
    my heart stop dancing and my dream stop flimming,
    they end for you.


    All i have is the fading memories in my mind
    the fading voice
    the fading words
    and finally
    the fading love.


    We're drifting apart,
    im at the edge.
    the earth is shaking,
    i falling.
    the waves are getting bigger,
    im drowning.
    the wound is getting deeper,
    im bleeding,
    ......
    im dying.





    l RestlessGoodbye l


    2:11 AM